“To you, O Lord I lift up my soul; in you I trust, O my God. No one whose hope is in you will ever be put to shame, guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you all day long.” Psalm 25:1, 3, 5
Fear… Trust... Control…. It seems like there is a theme to these last couple of updates: FEAR! I have been surprised with myself this last month in how much I am struggling in the area of fear in my life. It is one thing to be afraid of the things that might happen around you, but it is another thing to fear the things in your own life and heart. One day this week I realized how much fear was eating my life away and I had to sit down and evaluate how it got in. Again the issue of surrender and control came up. If I am not TRUSTING God and trying to control my life, then I am allowing room for the enemy to prevail in my heart. But fear cannot be overcome by wishing it away, but only through prayer and deepening our relationship with God. We must take the steps to relinquish control of our lives into the right hands- JESUS CHRIST. Once we do that we have no reason to fear, because His ways and plans are perfect. As we continue to grow in our relationship with God we don’t have to fear because we can better understand the ultimate peace giver- Jesus. Join me in prayer as we overcome together the enemy of fear- allow God to be the one in control!
Dad…Prayers… Doctors…. This month has been full of joys and tears! What a tremendous blessing to have my dad come and visit Sudan. I have been touched by his diligent preparation for teaching and his love for the people. Our month has been full of spending time with each other, visiting the village, him teaching and helping in my classroom. He even had the opportunity to experience other parts of Sudan. Although the trip was rough and challenging God was faithful and brought him back safe and with a new appreciation for goods roads and transportation. As you read this he will be on his way home, please pray for a safe journey back and as I readjust to life without my dad around. This week I have been to the doctor two times in Yei town. Not an easy feet when you are in pain and have to travel over an hour on very bumpy roads. But praise the Lord for qualified doctors in Sudan! We have discovered the problem is some ovarian cysts that just aren’t going away. Please continue to pray for relief from the pain. God is faithful as the last couple of days the pain has begun to decrease. Some days when I think the challenges are too much I am reminded of God’s faithfulness and am encouraged and strengthened by all your prayers. Thank you again for your partnership! We serve an AWESOME God!
School and kitchen girls….The transition this last month of classes has gone very smoothly and has been a huge answer to prayer as I have had more time to focus on the children who are struggling in English. What a joy to see these children growing in their academic knowledge and their relationship with the LORD! Five weeks left and we have finished our first term- where has the time gone! The kitchen girls continue to touch my heart. I was encouraged by their presence this week as we laughed, prayed, sang, and looked at pictures. They faithfully checked on me when I was sick and even brought fresh fruit. Today I have been invited to their “Party” for the end of the term. Continue to pray for God to open their hearts to see HIM, I am beginning to see doors open and I can’t wait to walk through them.
Praises:
-Dad’s travels: praise the Lord that he made it safe to Sudan and for God’s hand of protection while traveling around Sudan!
-Good Doctors: praise that I was able to get my pain diagnosed.
-Kitchen Girls: praise the Lord as the relationships continue to be built and God draws us closer together.
-New Teacher: praise as we received a new teacher this month just as we were beginning to feel very overwhelmed.
-Safety: praise for God’s continual hand of safety as there has still been some tension from rebel groups.
Prayer:
-Cysts: Continue to pray for my pain to go away and my cysts too- we serve a MIGHTY GOD.
-Travel Safety: My dad is traveling back to the USA on Tuesday please pray for safety!
-Pressing ON: Pray for continual strength for the teachers for the last month of this term as we are getting worn out.
-Mundu Community: Pray as we continue to seek ways to reach out to the Mundu community, they need the LORD.
-Kitchen Girls: Pray for my girls as some of them go home this month since the students are gone, that I will still be able to have contact with them.
-Safety: Continue to pray for safety we praise the Lord that things have calmed down recently, but we are still very aware that we need God’s daily hand of protection.
Sending you all my love! Thank you again for your continual support and prayers. God is faithful. Please continue to update me in how HE is working in your life!
Many blessings-
Tara
P.S. God has been good as the pain has began to go away from my cysts. Thanks for your prayers! Check out the blog for pictures.
